feeling very bad don’t know what exactly is wrong could be the multiple disorders or the childhood trauma or the bad weather or the nutritional deficiencies or the lack of sleep or my hormones or the curses or my father or the loud noises or
Being a girl is so hard. You are nobody's priority. Your parents will always choose their son over you and your partner will always choose his parents over you.
Whereas you spend the first half of your life prioritising your parents and the other half prioritising your partner.
The daughter who was told she was the "easy" child who puts everyone before herself. She walks around dissociated & anxious, daydreaming of a fantasy life. But you'd never know because she's a master at looking like she has it all together.
One thing about me I’m a habitual leaver. I do not fight for love, relationships, friendships any of that. I will leave you alone so fast idc how much I love you 😂