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Too fucking desperate for my own fucking good Jesus fucking Christ I don’t learn

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@solkyraa same

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i just realized I mentally cannot see myself fucking a girl jesus fuck

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you wanted me ruined welll there you fuckin go im ruined down to the fucking soul motherfucker

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fried and cooked.

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Honestly kinda deserve all the shitty things going on in life with the dumbass shit I do I honestly deserve to get castrated and decapitated

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I wish I could be like yall and be able to take breaks and step back

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I said if that girl don’t want me I was gonna get worse and god damn did I call it

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espero que me quiera por q si no ya vali pura verga yo quiero amor wey pa que me salve de este infierno

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Companionship and comfort is what I’m feeling rn and it’s only the first day im hopeful and I suddenly do feel like I will finally have someone to call mine

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I can do this I can do this I can do this and I will do it because she is worth it and I’ve always wanted a chance and that’s what im getting and she made it clear she likes me too

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For the first time in 3 years I feel hope and I see a reason to wake up and keep going even if it doesn’t work out I will take that with grace and be thankful for it proves that it’s possible for me to be happy

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Whatever issues I had suddenly went away a bit once I learned that and we talked all day today and we have so much in common and clicked very well so my physical problems and mental ones will be issued when I cross that bridge but if there was ever a time to fully stop it’s now

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So…there’s a girl from work that I’ve had a crush on for a good while now and I just learned yesterday that she likes me back and it took a lot for me to accept something good for me and to take it in but I will not pass up an opportunity like this

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im so empty

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these weekends are killing me man

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WE IN FUCKING PURGATORY MOTHERFUCKERSS

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BLAST MY FUCKING BRAINS OUT WHO TF GON TELL ME TO STFU NOW

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Ohh she’s also 22 emotional af that explains a lot actually

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Suck my dick Emily your sessions were mid as fuck and you in my messages like if I fuckin owe you an explanation for my troubles foh