mercy

hobbies include: cutting myself playing guitar and trying to convince myself i didnt hit someone while driving and just dont remember

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[mercy @salemqph2]

i dont believe im human

[mercy @salemqph2]

i hate my familyyyyyyyy

[mercy @salemqph2]

i need drugs

[mercy @salemqph2]

this house im currently staying in istfg is haunted, tryna piss rn and it sounds like someone is walking around in the kitchen

[mercy @salemqph2]

i need to die

[mercy @salemqph2]

had hiccups and when i thought abt my ex they went away

the shit he put me through was good for something

[mercy @salemqph2]

i want to hang myself

[mercy @salemqph2]

i thought to myself eariler that i wanted to give life another try and try to work towards my dreams again and now im getting cussed out again i give up, the universe does this to me every time i have hope for the future, its a sign for me to die

[mercy @salemqph2]

im getting high, stayed sober for 2 days its not the life for me

[mercy @salemqph2]

i caved and bought more pills i will be relapsing

[mercy @salemqph2]

@cAannibunnism 😭 im trying my hardest, its killing me though

[mercy @salemqph2]

bully me into staying sober this weekend guys

[mercy @salemqph2]

this is killing me omfg

[mercy @salemqph2]

i need ideas for stuff to do to keep myself sober and keep my mind off drugs because it shouldnt be controlling me this much this is embarrassing

[mercy @salemqph2]

im high out of my mind

[mercy @salemqph2]

i love being high

[mercy @salemqph2]

maybe i do think i am better than others because im not gonna see someone dead and react by giggling outside and recording and talking about getting my 15 mins of fame on the news channel thats covering it

[mercy @salemqph2]

i gotta die bro

[mercy @salemqph2]

im high again, didnt take as much and im now out and need to get some more, i dont feel real though

[mercy @salemqph2]

i got high again last night and felt like i was talking to dead people

[mercy @salemqph2]

i feel like im in a whole other world when im high, and when i get high again i am just revisiting that world