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mother, pray for me

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moms told me she’s been worried for me

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academic burnout had to hit me now wow

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eating pizza alone and mazzy star starts playing on the speakers oh my god

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i don’t like playing ping pong while upset or angry because it reflects in my play style and i don’t like being that guy, a healthy habit i’ve gained is reading something before any rallies or matches i play to calm myself down and it’s worked pretty good

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cs2 + mazzy star + phone where i can’t see it has been my therapy as of late

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sticks and stones don’t break my bones but words definitely hurt me because it’s been 3 months and i can’t go a day without hearing those words repeated in my head

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the older i get the better modello tastes

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i miss my best friend man

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going to a stoner school and not smoking weed has def made me feel left out but id rather feel left out than experience what i experienced that night ever again

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im beyond proud of myself for this year and a half of sobriety and i still have 0 intent to break it

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how it feels to lose feelings for everything and everyone and be alone

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i just wanted to be respected and it’s clear i wasn’t gonna get that

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i’m really lost man

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so weird being single again but im enjoying my time alone

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break me free break me free

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so tired man

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probably my most meaningful tattoo besides my back one, this character has done so much for me and has motivated me to be better since i was in the 6th grade

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i still think about my conversations with my high school librarian she always spoke real i hope she’s doing well even if she doesn’t remember me

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they told me at the vet that arty has nothing wrong and i’m doing a good job at taking care of her i felt so much like a happy dad

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quarter of hell can’t wait for it to end