Samm

music lover, indecisive, traveler, spray painter

[blonde don @machinegunkelly]

one of the lessons ive learned from life: radiate the energy u want to get back.

[Samm @sam24r24]

As it was in wouldn't trade it, because I'm strong and who knows who I'd be if we wouldn't have went through all that

[Samm @sam24r24]

But something has got to give, we can't continue our lives and being tortured souls, we are who we are because of that trauma as shitty

[Samm @sam24r24]

Don't blame me for something I had no control over and for you not learning to let go & forgive. I still struggle with the resentments

[Samm @sam24r24]

We all went through some real fucked up shit, only difference is was old enough to remember from the beginning, and learned to forgive

[Samm @sam24r24]

I can't keep being punished and blamed. I can't keep trying to make up for something I'm a victim of just as much as you are.

[Samm @sam24r24]

And of course when I stop caring and put myself first, I turn into the biggest bitch, I'm so rude, and selfish.
I just can't win 😠😭😢😤

[Samm @sam24r24]

I hate this...
And I hate having so much compassion for people I torture myself to make others happy while I'm breaking inside

[Samm @sam24r24]

Also why is it that everytime we talk it leads into an argument? Doesn't make sense, but of course it's always my fault

[Samm @sam24r24]

It's crazy how someone can have so much power over you, and make you go from having a really good day to a shitty day in a mater of .2 sec.

[Samm @sam24r24]

Win an IslandLife tour for two! https://t.co/XLvMKRiTSx

[Samm @sam24r24]

I wish I could just run away and never look back. I'm just tired of all the fighting, the heart ache, and unhappiness
Somethings gotta gove

[Samm @sam24r24]

Started this 24hr shift at 7am and already the ambulance has been called, paper work galore to fill out now. Only 20hrs to go 😂🔫

[Samm @sam24r24]

Here's to my first 24hr shift
😥😤😲😪😴😂

[Samm @sam24r24]

Hotel booked
And tickets bought
Now can it be the 30th so I can see @machinegunkelly

[Samm @sam24r24]

Found out @machinegunkelly is going to be in Portland next month, so I asked my boss for extra hours, I've been at work since 8am, 2hrs left

[Samm @sam24r24]

Emotionally and mentally drained

[Samm @sam24r24]

And now I'm seeing the pictures from welcoming day at #warnerpacificcollege and all I want to do it cry because I'm not there #poorgirlprobs

[Samm @sam24r24]

Today is the day I had been waiting on for 5 years but even more the last 8 months. The big move to Portland, &of course that didn't happen

[Samm @sam24r24]

neither shall their be mourning nor crying nor pain anymore for the former things have passed away
EST 4 Life motherfucker