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edtwt/drugtwt - recovered from sh - 23yo - 🇪🇸

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@lucia_revi61297 Wait I need context

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I haven’t been active in ages but idk I feel like repalsing on my ed… I’ve been sober since January/February and bought a freaking house with my bf but reached 60kgs and now I’m 56 bc I’ve been trying to lose some and my ribcage is showing a LIIIIITTLEEE and I want to keep going

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They lioness doesn’t concern herself with the fact that she’s a daily meth user

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Got my narcolepsy diagnosis. I won’t be able to drive a car legally until forever

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Might try heroin soon for the first time :P

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@KAITOlover6000 As someone of Spain the only cure is eating paella out you’ll end up in Gibraltar I’m sorry

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I had the most satisfying purge after this, everything smooth everything effortless everything in order

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Im clinically insane im at a buffet ALONE rn in the middle of my work shift to binge/purge oh god oh god

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Im clinically insane im at a buffet ALONE rn in the middle of my work shift to binge/purge oh god oh god

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@clearbutnotso It is healthy tho?

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Okay new set of rules:

- Shower every other day
- Liquid fast until 2pm
- No phone during work shift

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actual pov : the first 24 hrs of a fast

[bɑmbi 𝜗ৎ @tinyparfait]

pov : fasting longer than 24 hrs

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60.5kg, after some meals

I can’t cope

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Yesterday I spent over 11h on my phone, 8 of them watching Instagram reels

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I am trying I AM TRYING but I just can’t, I switch between apps non stop turning my time limit off over and over I even took a 1.5h nap this is unacceptable

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I am completely unable to concentrate at work. I’ve been working remote for 7.5h so far and I’ve looked at the laptop for probably 15 minutes max

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@981envy Are we talking about…. that girl…? Because no one is acknowledging it and I feel weird

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@drugs4dd Whats that

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@astroweener You’re not soft that’s super weird

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@003hye You can switch your ED tho… like it’s not EDNOS imo if the phases are super long like 1 year long b/p after restricting yk

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Is this real