@samolestings this has devastated me . wow ok this has really fucked me up like he really was all alone in those hotel rooms after sully left wasn’t he
I can tell that is exactly from s8ep1 a few minutes after dean and sam have reunited and r now hashing it out and also that dean has said something incredibly insensitive/insufferable just from her sigh and beautiful hair and also bc i am insane (irrelevant)
@SandhyaBaj73535 sam having moments of lucidity & crying with all the righteous rage of someone who’s worked their entire life for their freedom only for it to be snatched away before they could ever experience it & dean feels guilty but not enough to stop—bc sam’s here & that’s all that matters
I don’t know if you guys have read “The Myth of Devotion” by Louis Glück but it’s so immensely samdean to me it’s crazy (and also samifer pre s6 which makes it all the more compelling)
500 miles but it’s sam driving away from his life at stanford, as an aspiring lawyer, as a soon to be married man not knowing that he was never to return