@megc1977 This happened to me. I would wake up and it felt like as I was driving around a bend, I came face to face with another car and there was no way to avoid the collision. Just this electric shock that went through my body as I faced unavoidable death. Every morning. Instantly.
@KayeSteinsapir Good grief. You rehomed him so he could be successful. It was agonizing for all of you. It's not like you took him out and shot him. I had to do it once. Similar situation. Kept it to myself for this very reason