I love blood like unhealthily i love its taste i love its appearance i love its smell i love its warmth i love its texture it brings me so much comfort and like its also sort of a representation of life in a way so seeing it is like a part of someone being exposed ok im
im gonna cut myself any time i even think about falling asleep i refuse to fall asleep on my girlfriend again im going to fix my sleep schedule one way or another
girl i feel like shit i keep sleeping all day and keep missing the times my girlfriend needs me because of it and i just want to keep cutting all over and deeper each time
letting myself go unmedicated was an awful idea
"instead of acc getting better youre just doing it for attention" dont you think thats an issue in and of itself? why are you putting me DOWN FOR THAT ILL BLOW MY FUCKING BRAINS OUT IN FRONT OF YOU IF IT BECAUSE I DONT BLEED ENOUGH
nvm i already regret telling my mom i relapsed i can hear her coming into my room and trying to talk all worried and shit as if she actually cares when it matters 🤡 FUCK MY STUPID CHUD LIFE
never thought id follow through on telling my mom when i relapse but honestly i dont really feel like dealing with her interrogation when she finds it later and its weirdly freeing to be able to walk around the house all butchered up knowing they cant and wont do jack shit abt it
@3mrin14 YES BRO AGAIN LAST TIME IT WAS ONLY LIKE 12 OR 11 HOURS IIRC im actually gonna send you my hate comments on my hit tweet cuz its blowing up like crazy idfk why WE GOT SOME BANGEERRRRRS