suni

BMI24.9 🥴 ☾ 159cm ☆ cw: 63kg ☾ ugw: 35kg? ☆ ifb !

[suni @sanyorexic]

oh helllll no

[suni @sanyorexic]

currently at the gym 😛😛😛

[suni @sanyorexic]

to think last year i was so so so insecure abt my body and thought i was huge and now i wish i was that size and not the huge size I am now. why do I always fucking do this

[suni @sanyorexic]

the thing is ik i was smaller last year (still fat, nowhere near my goal) and im ginormous now but it still hurts to hear MY MUM of all people confirm it. I need to lock tf in

[suni @sanyorexic]

so i was talking to my sister abt how big i was in prev years and currently but smaller last year and she was like nah i thought you were bigger last year and then my mum quickly chimed in with ‘she was small last year’ which means she thinks I’m big now I WANNA DIE

[suni @sanyorexic]

@softsilance no because trisha paytas is gonna be skinny before I am this is a whole becki jones situation again

[suni @sanyorexic]

it’s crazy because I already thought she was so small, but she makes her old self look big (even tho she’s obvs not)

[kira 👾 @kirawontmiss]

Jenna Ortega 1 year transformation 👀

[suni @sanyorexic]

went to the gym for the first time ever yesterday and finally somewhat overcame my gym anxiety 🥹 I actually rly enjoyed it except for the part where it was super busy and I felt so anxious….. but I can’t wait to go again

[suni @sanyorexic]

i’ve always known what she is but omfg

[suni @sanyorexic]

@rohji5un the thing is my brain knows this but for some reason I overthink abt everything like how it’s going to look, the layout, how the doors are going to operate, where the machines will be, how I’ll operate the machines, and doing that alone makes me wanna not 🥹

[suni @sanyorexic]

hopefully going today for the first time but it all rides on if my sister wants to go because my anxious ass can’t go without her….

[suni @sanyorexic]

guess who joined the gym 😛😛😛😛😛 hopefully going to go today, istg this is my real lock in after 10+ years of being a fatty

[suni @sanyorexic]

currently wearing trousers that fit me loose a few months ago and now the button won’t even shut 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

[suni @sanyorexic]

@blueberryvogues ohhh u so should 688 kcals is so worth it

[suni @sanyorexic]

i’ve been waiting for her to reach edtwt she’s litch my biggest inspo rn

[suni @sanyorexic]

im genuinely so big this is the most self conscious i’ve felt in so long. like all my clothes are tight on me and it doesn’t help that my mum shrinks them. I just feel so gross and can feel every drop of fat in my body. I just wanna wear a massive oversized thing to hide away

[suni @sanyorexic]

@abrosiainmyvein yeah i fear that’s my next problem, cause when i move back to uni I’ll have no one to go with 🥲 how long have you been going with your partner? It’s really cool that you still go even with your anxiety, inspires me fr. also, that’s so unforch u had to change gyms, fuck exes

[suni @sanyorexic]

i have to go to a restaurant today but istg im locking in from today i’m so fucking fat and it’s painful to waste the potential i have. I’m hoping to join the gym from thursday (stupid anxiety) and start eating somewhat clean too

[suni @sanyorexic]

guess who joined the gym 😛😛😛😛😛 hopefully going to go today, istg this is my real lock in after 10+ years of being a fatty

[suni @sanyorexic]

GONNA BE MORE ACTIVE ON EDTWT starting now this is my lock in istg