I think one of the worst things about losing parents as a woman is the fact that you lose the sense of home. You lose the safety net that home that you can still come back to no matter what happens to you…
At this point, I seriously do not understand why did I have to be a living creature. I could be nth or I could be a tree but I had to be human and for what? For this??
I wish I had my current mindset 7 years ago. It would’ve changed everything. But here I am trying to match my mindset with the limitations and the scrambled timeline. Life doesn’t make sense, and it never will at least not to me🤷🏻♀️