it’s so sad to see how so many engenes’s mental health is being affected by all these changes. i was reading comments on my insta and the way this company has completely damaged the fandom, not only its unity but also every individual’s mental health. being a fangirl is supposed to be fun but the pressure we are all going through has become almost unbearable and those who continue to dismiss all of this and say “it’s just kpop” etc are just lacking some empathy.
some of us are in fact attached, not necessarily in a bad way, but you have no idea what enhypen means to some engenes, you don’t know what every engene has gone through and if enhypen has helped them in some way. dismissing people’s feelings is a lack of empathy. i feel so sad for all of those who feel overwhelmed by the simple fact of being an engene cause being an engene should be the one thing that makes us all happy.
to me personally, becoming an engene is the best thing that ever happened to me, i don’t regret it, if i went back im time while knowing all of this i would still choose to become an engene. and even now, feeling the way i feel and with everything going on i wanna stay with enhypen <3
i understand that heeseung and enhypen are currently separate, but i genuinely don’t understand why they can’t even mention each other, interact publicly, or follow each other on socials
that’s not normal. pretending it is won’t make it normal either.
if a company creates a situation like this, fans have every right to question it and demand answers. stop trying to guilt-trip people for pointing out the obvious. asking questions isn’t the problem, what belift is tryna do rn is.
apologies to all my mutuals for this but i’ve spent so much time thinking this over and after a lot of reflection, i’ve finally made my decision. it’s time to accept that enhypen is always going to be seven and i will never give up on them