SarinaCFG🕊️🌐🌨️

Usually, I do some stuff with non-photorealistic rendering (bnpr) in Blender and sometimes MMD
Sometimes I remember that I can code stuff

[SarinaCFG🕊️🌐🌨️ @sarinacfg]

Given how hard my depression hits after a vacation abroad, I think there is a possibility that most of my mental health issues are caused by the general of life in Russia.
I actually feel much better when I know that I can do a lot of great stuff.

[SarinaCFG🕊️🌐🌨️ @sarinacfg]

TIME TO BURY THIS PROJECT 💀

[SarinaCFG🕊️🌐🌨️ @sarinacfg]

As much as I don't like vroid
I guess I have to stick with it because my personal 3D-style sucks

[SarinaCFG🕊️🌐🌨️ @sarinacfg]

posting into the void
#blender3d #WIPㅤㅤㅤ

[SarinaCFG🕊️🌐🌨️ @sarinacfg]

Character by https://t.co/xhaX9jzxeI
#b3d #blender3d

[SarinaCFG🕊️🌐🌨️ @sarinacfg]

As usual no one would see it, but anyway – I hate myself so much for not being successful in art, so I want to fucking give up on it and burn down everything.
I guess, it's time to bury down yet another dream..

[SarinaCFG🕊️🌐🌨️ @sarinacfg]

I don't enjoy doing anything in blender anymore.
Everything looks terrible
#blender3d

[Ñazkar @Nazkar_]

so get up

[SarinaCFG🕊️🌐🌨️ @sarinacfg]

#Umamusume #blender3d

[SarinaCFG🕊️🌐🌨️ @sarinacfg]

I miss the times where I didn't have to know like 5 different ways to set up a VPN.
This country is fucking hell if you want to have any career of building shit to make this world better

[SarinaCFG🕊️🌐🌨️ @sarinacfg]

bought a new GPU months ago
still haven't done anything useful with it
sadly, no plans to finish this
#blender3d

[Непредставимый Пхы 🔨 @stonerussophobe]

😭

[SarinaCFG🕊️🌐🌨️ @sarinacfg]

I could be making something cool, but noo, rkn broke everything again 😭
I want to make my silly 3d stuff and make a word a better place, but fuck me, I guess

[Del @TheCartelDel]

Never in my life have a I heard of a title trying 4 different game engines before being canceled. That's an astonishing amount of pain.

[SarinaCFG🕊️🌐🌨️ @sarinacfg]

I can cry a pool of tears, but no one would give a shit
There is no place for me in this world

[SarinaCFG🕊️🌐🌨️ @sarinacfg]

@RoyalDaneCreate Thank you so much 💜
Sadly, others rarely interact with stuff that I do, so usually don't feel that people care at all

[SarinaCFG🕊️🌐🌨️ @sarinacfg]

I'm too silly
#blender3d #malt3d #bnpr #oc