So, I was praying last night. I wasn't looking for an omen, I wasn't looking for an answer but God lead my heart to align, open up my mind for things He knows it's not for me and things that's not good for me, things suddenly disappeared from me.
istg talking through uncomfortable feelings to work on a relationship feels like swallowing a knife down your throat. but hey itโs inevitable! it needs to be done!
nemu ini bagus bgt :
i donโt regret loving people wholeheartedly.
banyak yang bilang jangan terlalu nunjukin rasa, jangan terlalu effort, takutnya nanti disia-siain. but honestly, i donโt wanna love with a calculator in my hand.
my love tank has always been full. i grew up surrounded by love, effort, and people who made me feel cared for. so when i genuinely care about someone, giving comes naturally.
kalau suatu hari ternyata it doesnโt work out, yaudah. it doesnโt make everything i gave any less real.๏ฟผ
Partner yang ternyata adalah mbak mbak head of bla bla bla di startup company ini.
Untung gue ttp ga minder karena gue tetep sadar kalau gue MANTEP! ๐โโ๏ธ
Malam ini casual dining consider as the proper farewell I guess.
Gue udah siap lahir batin mental dan emosional secara baddie ini.
SINI GUE MAJUIN PARTNER GUE YANG GABISA GUE MILIKI ITU.
as a eldest daughter, sometimes i do find myself getting irritated when ppl want me to walk them thru very simple things bc i had to figure out so much by myself