Sarah👁️

Rolling in IDGAF;
A good person painted wrongly;
Truth is utmost; & No Body is home

[Sarah👁️ @sassnibblets]

Yeah, I think someone wanted to watch me kill myself. Or at the very least, destroy my life and ability to be happy.

[Sarah👁️ @sassnibblets]

Oh, and don't forget: the potential for good and evil is exactly equal and it is intention that sets it

[Sarah👁️ @sassnibblets]

Oh yeah, my emotions were all over the place previously because it really was that bad and some demonic person was in my energy.

[Sarah👁️ @sassnibblets]

I believe in palmistry a bulbous thumb indicates a higher likelihood of being a bully.

[Sarah👁️ @sassnibblets]

Will this eclipse bring my energy back? That's what I could really use.

[Sarah👁️ @sassnibblets]

I know, I know... It should be kind of obvious though. I'll bring it up again, is the dumb shit done? Can I just fucking live my life?

[Sarah👁️ @sassnibblets]

Did I finish the job I didn't finish before??

You don't even know what I'm talking about....

[Sarah👁️ @sassnibblets]

What would be better for you.
If you find yourself with someone just to not be alone, you are ultimately disrespecting both of you. Maybe that's what you both want. But it's not healthy. And it's attachment, not love.

[Sarah👁️ @sassnibblets]

If you haven't realized it's lonelier being with the wrong person than being alone... Have you ever been alone? While also accepting yourself?
The comfort of someone nearby becomes the opposite sometimes, is actually empty when there isn't more there, and keeps you closed off to

[Sarah👁️ @sassnibblets]

I could be more careful with my words but no one listens to me anyway.... Unless they were in my shit too much... Or until I get mean
So many times before that, nothing I say matters. And I only matter so much as others can benefit from me. Right.
My life's lessons....

[Sarah👁️ @sassnibblets]

Remember Black Moon rising.... But I'd meant the lunar event occurring at the time

[Sarah👁️ @sassnibblets]

Lol everything lined up too well for her not to have been watching. But still believe others knew too.

[Sarah👁️ @sassnibblets]

For all I know there was a whole group of people watching and having fun at my expense. Him included.

[Sarah👁️ @sassnibblets]

Yup. The past and how things went down and what I was led to believe and feel..... I've had enough of all of it and anything that resembles it. Where I sit, I've every right to.
I still don't know how many people could've been in on it.

[Sarah👁️ @sassnibblets]

Hurts huh....

[Sarah👁️ @sassnibblets]

Lol I'm like 80 times more strict than I used to be. Thanks to assholes fucking with me.

[Sarah👁️ @sassnibblets]

And neither is the second really, if that's the damn behavior. No one is loved. No one gets what they truly need to be happy and healthy. Congratulations.

[Sarah👁️ @sassnibblets]

IDK, I think you need to be some kind of selfish or evil to purposely bring a child into a broken home situation. Why don't people think more about their children and what's best for them before having them??
Broken people begetting broken people.

[Sarah👁️ @sassnibblets]

Also, there is no age or age range at which a child needs one parent more than the other. What they need is to feel secure and loved. But sorry darlings, day is busy with his other family today because the first didn't matter enough to not have a second. The first isn't loved.

[Sarah👁️ @sassnibblets]

My sister in my father's side had twins naturally, a boy and girl. I might've could've done the same. But I won't be having kids.