I simply cannot shame a woman for wanting to feel love. I’ve taken measures beyond belief to aquire love from someone unwilling. I know what it’s like to be driven mad, to be attached. To feel pain caused by someone who doesn’t even see you. And I pray for your healing.
As a kid, I never understood why my mom would just go lie down in her room in the dark. She wouldn't sleep, she'd just be laying there in her bed in silence.
I get it now.