me not being okay about their break up hurts but seeing them devastated about it hurts more
wtf maybe someday they'll be able to open another chapter with each other. I know this is not the end of the book but a few chapters of growth
JoongDunk please give us one more chance hi each other one more chance. I know you probably took this decision after so much discussions but pls do your solo stuff with the cp. Don't separate god pls come back pls come back. Just one more chance give each other one more chance
When I said that half of me died yesterday, I meant every word.
After losing my son in 2024, JoongDunk became one of the reasons I was able to keep going. They helped me cope with the pain, brought comfort into my darkest days, and made me feel love and happiness again when I thought I had forgotten what those feelings were like.
But now, I'm left wondering, who will comfort me when the very thing that helped me heal is the thing that's breaking my heart?
I haven't been able to eat or sleep since yesterday. I can't bring myself to do anything. I feel completely lost, as if the happiness and strength I've been holding on to have suddenly slipped through my fingers.
You know what's even more heartbreaking? I was supposed to share some good news yesterday. I got hired for a new job, and yesterday was supposed to be the beginning of a new chapter in my life. I was supposed to be happy. I wanted to celebrate and share that little piece of happiness with everyone.
But instead, yesterday became one of the hardest days I've had to face.
It's painful to watch the people who have been giving you strength fall apart before your eyes. I know their journey is theirs to make, and I know they have their own reasons and battles, but that doesn't make this hurt any less.
I don't know where to begin. I don't know how to pick up the broken pieces of my heart. I don't know how to accept that something that brought me so much comfort can no longer be the same.
I'm trying to be strong, but right now, I'm just tired of hurting.
JoongDunk, you were there for me in ways you'll probably never understand. You helped me get through days when the pain of losing my son felt unbearable. You gave me something to look forward to, something to smile about, and something that made life feel a little lighter.
And for that, I will always be grateful.
I don't know how long it will take me to heal from this, but I hope that someday, I can look back at all the beautiful memories without feeling this much pain.
For now, please forgive me if I need time to grieve, too. Because this is not just the loss of a ship to me. It's the heartbreak of someone who found comfort in two people during one of the darkest chapters of her life.
And right now, I cant find my way through the darkness.
Rest, kids. Miss each other a lot during this time, but don't give up on each other or on us. I hope you'll come together again and achieve great things. We love you! Na 🙏🏻💖 (I won't stop leaving you notes like this every day)@ChenRcj@dunknatachai
En çok sinirli olduğum şey üç ay boyunca hep bize ayrılacaklar ayrılacaklar deyip bizi diken üstündü tutan kişiler. İzin vermediler son anılarımızı sıfır kötü düşünce ile geçirmeye. Elinize ne geçti amk. Şimdide kendi shipinizi korumaya çalışıyorsunuz. Ne elde etdiniz aq
biasanya kalo lg sedih pasti aku langsung cari joongdunk buat ilangin sedihnya, terus sekarang aku sedih gara gara joongdunk, jadi siapa yg harus aku cari? ☹️