Tigris 🌱🐅 neuken in de keuken

he/they, astrology • theurgy • spirituality through a synthetic lens. mystic in the army of love. ♑︎↑ 🇵🇭 diaspora

[Tigris 🌱🐅 neuken in de keuken @satyrnian]

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[Tigris 🌱🐅 neuken in de keuken @satyrnian]

@seekernskeptic @saul_mondriaan I'm not too picky tbh I love everyone 🤗

[Tigris 🌱🐅 neuken in de keuken @satyrnian]

that's what tipped me off, along with the specific behavior of digging claws in to hold while attacking with jaws.

that's big cat hunting behavior. my totems are tiger & wolf, and wolves don't hold on to their prey to exhaust them like that.

i didn't know i did that. cool lol.

[Tigris 🌱🐅 neuken in de keuken @satyrnian]

one interesting bit from my eclipse experience:

i got a spirit attack in that tail end of dreaming when you're getting ready to wake up (consistently happens during this period) and i literally went feral on it. biting & tearing in retaliation, like an animal.

[Tigris 🌱🐅 neuken in de keuken @satyrnian]

this spirit wasn't sophisticated. not knowing what to attack, it made my body feel awful all over.

not my physical body. my energy body, which was shape shifted at the time. i wasn't aware it was, but i had that horrid tingling of being attacked… specifically at my tailbone.

[Tigris 🌱🐅 neuken in de keuken @satyrnian]

@ManaMoonMama 🫂‼️

[Tigris 🌱🐅 neuken in de keuken @satyrnian]

not been around much & likely to be absent in coming days as the lunar eclipse was in very sensitive degrees of my chart. now treading water & surrendering to the divine.

take care of yourselves for me.

ik ill be better off for what's happening & i bet the same goes for you.

[Tigris 🌱🐅 neuken in de keuken @satyrnian]

@camino_delsol i don't think im meant to be a helper at this time, but you're so right, it's incredibly hard, and asking for help is an act of bravery. defiance even, against all that's trying to hold you back.

wishing you the very best. 🫂❤️‍🔥

[Tigris 🌱🐅 neuken in de keuken @satyrnian]

@ManaMoonMama love this for you 💕

[Tigris 🌱🐅 neuken in de keuken @satyrnian]

cause in the end, no matter who has something to say, they only see a tiny, tiny fraction of who i am & what my life is, out of the context of the rest of it.

at this point in my life, im done negotiating relationships around who i am. im just gonna keep moving.

[Tigris 🌱🐅 neuken in de keuken @satyrnian]

being misunderstood sucks, but there's no way for me to make anyone else understand why I put gentleness & understanding first the way I do. no amount or quality of conversation could do that.

you'd have to have lived through what & borne witness firsthand to what I have.

[Tigris 🌱🐅 neuken in de keuken @satyrnian]

I mean I'll examine myself over whatever anyone takes up as something to complain about, but if my conscience comes up clean & my guides don't see a problem either, it's like… I'm not gonna uproot my carefully considered life direction over it. I can't. too much at stake.

[Blaze @AstroByMax]

According to the Medieval methods of natal Eclipse interpretation transmitted by Olomi, you would examine the derived house of the Eclipse from the Sect Light and check the Eclipse’s 12th Part

The 12th Part of this Eclipse is in Capricorn

Where is this in your chart?

[Tigris 🌱🐅 neuken in de keuken @satyrnian]

@starlookergem they make me so nervous like why is everything an exam im just here to be a silly billy

[❤️‍🔥 G A W D ❤️‍🔥 @_benjvmins_]

i appreciate my ancestors for not giving up on me and consistently giving me signs that i'm that bitch.

[Dante♨️🐦‍⬛🐺 @420Stoner15]

It gets easier. Everyday, it gets a little easier, but you gotta do it everyday. That's the hard part. But it gets easier.

[Tigris 🌱🐅 neuken in de keuken @satyrnian]

https://t.co/hCnpC7ZPP0

[Dan Savage @fakedansavage]

Effeminate men who couldn't hide who they were and were constantly told they were weak—because our misogynistic culture associates femininity with weakness—those guys made it safe for masculine men to come out.

[Tigris 🌱🐅 neuken in de keuken @satyrnian]

lmao @ myself realizing how despite how i don't /consider/ myself a rabble rouser, in every space im in, im talking about hating the empire and loving queers & kink

just firing rent lowering shots all the time to flush out any squeamishness

[Tigris 🌱🐅 neuken in de keuken @satyrnian]

this is a continuation of what i was thinking about here, which came out of me wishing we had queer ancestors beatified & sainted so we could easily learn about + connect with them

the ones who paved the way by living unable to hide who they are

https://t.co/UJs2dQ6rte

[Tigris 🌱🐅 neuken in de keuken @satyrnian]

I was just thinking yesterday about how we need queer saints.

If they aren't real how come I can feel them in my heart? 🥺