dumb Angel of Shedtwt 🐱

I’m Angel, and I'll never get better because I'm already dead
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#shedtwt I guess ? I dont know im just an unfortunate weird guy
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I am over 18 (..◜ᴗ◝..)

[heathen @lb3nnyz]

Suicide is a permanent solution to a permanent problem

[甘党 @amato040]

生まれてこなきゃよかった

[dumb Angel of Shedtwt 🐱 @saucee_66]

im really trying my best to not let my mental illnesses overtake me but all I ever want to do is hide away and die

[dumb Angel of Shedtwt 🐱 @saucee_66]

it feels like the world is moving along without me ... i wish I could crawl into bed and never come out again

[dumb Angel of Shedtwt 🐱 @saucee_66]

shouldnt everything be getting better? if so, why do i have more gashes on my arm again?

[dumb Angel of Shedtwt 🐱 @saucee_66]

maybe i do have a problem cause every now and then i consider taking hard drugs to loose weight

[儚っとしてたい。 @bouchan_oO]

「自殺したら地獄行き」なんてよく聞くけど、これお��しくない？
この世がまさに地獄で最後の最後まで苦しみ抜いて自殺するしかなかった人こそ解き放たれて天国に行くべきでしょ。
そもそも自殺を思い止まらせるために作られた迷信にすぎないから気にする必要もないと思うけど。

[dumb Angel of Shedtwt 🐱 @saucee_66]

Just had the best day of my life and yet all im thinking about is putting a knife to my flesh

[dumb Angel of Shedtwt 🐱 @saucee_66]

this except I know its because of all the medications ive been put on in the past year and my overdose that gave me seizures

[femiiiiii. @femiiiszn]

i will either remember the most insane details about you, or forget what you told me yesterday. there is no in-between.

[dumb Angel of Shedtwt 🐱 @saucee_66]

in my experience .... over 20 😓

[cassie ᭝ ᨳଓ @cass1ecals]

how😭 many😭 pounds😭 do😭 i😭 have😭 to😭 lose😭 before😭 someone😭 notices😭

[❤️‍🩹 @terfdelse174365]

今日寝たらもうそのまま目覚めたくない
苦しまずに死にたい

[Dylan @Dyldo123457]

Me siento demasiado podrido por dentro, tanto que si me masturbara sería necrofilia

[dumb Angel of Shedtwt 🐱 @saucee_66]

plus I have an interview tomorrow ..... fuck my life

[dumb Angel of Shedtwt 🐱 @saucee_66]

I took melatonin tonight but it still isnt working I cant sleep

[dumb Angel of Shedtwt 🐱 @saucee_66]

im so scared of the dentist but I have to go now im so terrified

[dumb Angel of Shedtwt 🐱 @saucee_66]

a full quarter of my molar just broke off. this is all my fucking fault why do i ahve to struggle with cleaning my stupid fucking teeth so bad why am I like this this is such a fucking nightmare

[dumb Angel of Shedtwt 🐱 @saucee_66]

the guy who groomed me and the guy that genuinely made me feel love for the first time ever but left me anyway (im gonna overdose again)

[gorzizi #wonderland.jar @gorzizi]

how it feels to remember