staying fat and greasy foods or when i keep myself paranoid and tell myself there are bugs in my food bcs when other ppl made my food there were genuinely bugs in my food so i refused to eat
almost 6am i havent slept and i have my spiderman screening at 8pm and im terrified abt my weight yayyyyyy i hate this life but hey im gonna watch spiderman!
i hope i at least get to 55kg b4 school starts and hopefully get to 60 before the month ends 59 if i push myself to fast till the month is up maybe maybe i think the loss will start up fast and then slow immediately after
shes literally small too this is what i meant by comparisonspo ruining peoples conception of bodies bro put 1 small person next to someone way smaller what do you possibly think the effect will be
@kaiserr_rr theres nothing fun about purging i genuinely cry to myself when i get interrupted for being in the bathroom too long so i cant purge everything and i dont count cals so i cant exercise purge either so i gain and i get demotivated its js so bad