when im like augh man this starving shit dont work and then i rmbr when i made my first edtwt account and actually started tracking cals and planning fasts i weighed like 200lbs at 5'4 and now i weight like 150lbs at 5'8 and allat aint come from no working out i ytell u that much
when i look back through my snapchat memories i can see exactly when i stopped taking pictures of myself without care and started to have insane dysmorphia and an inability to take a picture of more than 2/3 of my face at a time because i genuinely felt grotesque and wrong
sorry i am gonna walk around in public with my scars visible i hate how people act like that's crazy they're healed scars if i had been like an abuse victim anf got gnarly scars you wouldn't say anythjng but nooo bc i abused myself instead i can't wear shorts right ok
@BigBalls4dawin gel polish can cause contacr dermatitis long story short ik this because when i do my nails i get that gel all over my shit and then think about how one day my fingers wont worm anymore