@sourpyuss dave has crazy obsessive thoughts about being scared his ptsd is fake and he just convinced himself his childhood was bad because why else would he want that and then he finds out karkat is into that shit too and is like Oh. So We're Both Weird
The childhood trauma related cnc fantasies that Dave and karkat have that make them both feel disgustingly guilty and irredeemable and they try to keep it a secret from eachother until one lets it slip out and they’re both just like
as if its my fault i want karkat to ride dave while dave thrusts into him so hard and incessant that karkat cant help but piss himself a little all over daves lap 🙄🙄