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|| ⭒ || edtwt || ⭒ || -18 dni

[bloom @scalexaddict]

went out to the bars tn and this one guy came up to, wanted to immediately make out and got so handsy so fast, and then tried to take me home w/o knowing anything ab me

ik some ppl want that but idk it made me feel really gross :(

[bloom @scalexaddict]

it always feels so embarrassing to have an ed in your mid 20s like I should’ve figured out how to be skinny in a normal way by now

[bloom @scalexaddict]

my arm + hand felt so skinny in this pic w my friends im screaming

[bloom @scalexaddict]

why is my period 6! days early hello

[bloom @scalexaddict]

it’s time for my yearly relapse welcoming myself back to edtwt

[bloom @scalexaddict]

first day back working in the restaurant industry and oh my god I forgot how much my feet would hurt after a shift 😭

[bloom @scalexaddict]

ate 950 calories today I feel like such a fucking loser

[bloom @scalexaddict]

@aspartameangel my grandmas pasta and those cinnamon rolls from Cinnabon for suree

[bloom @scalexaddict]

i feel so ill and bloated from not 🚽 in 4 days even after laxatives 😭 send helppp

[bloom @scalexaddict]

dinner 🤩

[bloom @scalexaddict]

lord i got diagnosed with my ED almost 10 years ago today… and I’m still fucking fat.

[bloom @scalexaddict]

todays eats: 390 cals

trying to get into and stay in ketosis as long as possible the next couple days

[bloom @scalexaddict]

that’s all! hoping praying begging that with this I’ll be somewhat happy with myself on my birthday and can actually enjoy it without worrying too much ab how i look 🪻

[bloom @scalexaddict]

habits ✮⋆˙

✩ wake-up by 9 (pretty girls can’t sleep in)

✩ full face makeup routine everyday (feel better ab my appearance = more likely to stick to routine)

✩ finish + refill water bottle 4x/day

✩ journaling every night!

[bloom @scalexaddict]

exercise ✮⋆˙

✩ 5000+ steps/day

(i know this seems low to some but this is what works for me 💜)

✩ gym 3x a week

✩ 10 min quick morning ab workout everyday

[bloom @scalexaddict]

calories ✮⋆˙

✩ high res - 900 cal max/day

✩ at least 1 24 hr fast a week

✩ 1 maintenance day a week (1400 cals)

[bloom @scalexaddict]

my ed rules so I can reach my cgw by my bday in 2 months ♓️

[ru ♡ @ruscvre]

locking in this year 🤞