David Atkinson

[David Atkinson @scarface_david]

I'm ok guys, sort of any way

[David Atkinson @scarface_david]

I try to avoid suicidal thoughts as well actually act on those thoughts, so I'll try once more.

https://t.co/g86jZyyUXy

[David Atkinson @scarface_david]

@kiwilayne sorry hun i didnt think. try not to worry though hun

[David Atkinson @scarface_david]

@kiwilayne For starters I'd tip the sofa over and tell em to jog on and she's you're sis so you don't even have to say anything, just tip over and carry on as you were 😝. I havnt had female attention either, If you're broken inside like me its hard, but wouldn't start looking in bars

[David Atkinson @scarface_david]

I could say how im feeling at the moment but I think this shows that I really am two people, I don't think I was in control over myself in fact I can't think of the reason why I did this.

[David Atkinson @scarface_david]

Still trying

[David Atkinson @scarface_david]

https://t.co/siI6yRbhFu

[David Atkinson @scarface_david]

I tweeted b4 abt my conversion ebike, I've since phoned 8 bike shops 5 of them are ebike specialists, none of them fix conversion bikes it says a lot about how important our polluted world is don't you think. I'm just glad my mum isn't still here to see what I wasted her money on

[David Atkinson @scarface_david]

@JulietM27725083 @JayneKeen3 @2Titantic @AndyWebb_writer @PaulJonesy007 I will come tomorrow, well I'll try my best anyway.
Ive literally been out once since last friday, I didn't even go to job centre either so my money will probably stop but never mind that,

[David Atkinson @scarface_david]

@kiwilayne Lol I had to read it 3 times before I got it pmsl🤔

[David Atkinson @scarface_david]

@kiwilayne @tara_homsey "Humble" bye Ren

[David Atkinson @scarface_david]

@FlourishRo Who's he n how do you know he's following us either way I've shut my curtains it's bad enough with phet heads nocking on mi window lol

[David Atkinson @scarface_david]

@happyhoppy81 Sorry guys maybe I should have wrote it differently what imeant was, I was told it was wrong for me to get into a relationship with my condition yrs ago that's what the poem should have been abt but i left out the negatives as I couldn't bring my self to write that side of it

[David Atkinson @scarface_david]

I've tried another poem I've called "my motivation isn't me"
https://t.co/30yp62spXV
I was intending on finishing it but it has negative ending so I left it on good one, then again apparently it was wrong for me to put on another pfft

[David Atkinson @scarface_david]

@kiwilayne Ren and Orlean Jessica, also "do you believe bye ren" i love songs that actually have meaning

[David Atkinson @scarface_david]

@rdash_nhs Its early and I'm awake again, because even when I'm asleep Im still looking for reasons to not end things. This tweet made think, is swallownest court the only place in Rotherham that one could go to

[David Atkinson @scarface_david]

@pigletish I first got InTouch with MH services and poured my heart out thinking they'd section me but no as I wasn't visibly in distress, now I know not to bother ringing them even if I did think of suicide..pfft

[David Atkinson @scarface_david]

@FlourishRo I think it's safe to say I'm a flourish'er. Sorry I didn't stick around this morning guys just annoyed it was last group, for now anyway.😤

[David Atkinson @scarface_david]

@happyhoppy81 @shteifouri I can relate to that mate. all my family and so called friends never used to consider how I was or offer help, even when I was in hospital they never asked why, instead they used to just say "have a bomb Dave you'll be fine" bomb means amphetamine which is wrapped in a rizla pfft

[David Atkinson @scarface_david]

I fucking hate it when I get like this, I was just trying to write a short poem, a positive one too then for some fucked up reason Im stressing well not just that its suicide thoughts too which is becoming more of a regular thing now, I know its wrong but it makes sense in a way