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film/tv + book diary

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@mystibica pagi, biaaaaa!

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@medspins morning, jadeen!

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@deeryloou CUTEEEEST (i’m gonna miss heartfeljt so much but this one suits u a lot)

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@Matinschime AAAA take care abang n kachi :__)

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@Froshtward thank you, mat!

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@gippeumy IMUUUUP SEKALI

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@turtnles AAA hi yumna :3

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https://t.co/wXtzIlIz7P

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@rukawaswaifu noooo! u’re good. thank you for taking time to read my thoughts :-)

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i’m trying accept that “the darkness” is living alongside me. it doesn’t scare me anymore and i also talk to them (the darkness) a lot when they appear. so, the darkness sits in the passenger seat and i just don’t let it drive anymore :-)

[me time @rukawaswaifu]

@ssefmun How do you cope with the darkness inside you?

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@headovercho yay okie i followed u!

[shar •̀.̫•́✧ @_yapsharlene]

adulthood is realizing you can join any webinar or activity for no reason other than pure interest. i have a webinar about birds in an hour

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@ssefmun omg hi what a way to find friends, cool! oh perhaps do you like to play crosswords?

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@euncaealic im here chasey

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@Daybreeze mau timooooo

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@rukawaswaifu if the darkness inside me appears, aku udah engga lagi ignore them/pretend that they isn’t there or even let them drive me. i just acknowledged them, why is the darkness appearing? what’s triggered me? why am i feeling this way?

[꩜ @sceneatsea]

@rukawaswaifu simple nya, “maybe the darkness wasn’t asking to became my identity but it was asking to be acknowledged” and as i said before.. the darkness is still there in a passenger seat but i won’t let them drive the car (me) anymore..

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@rukawaswaifu that doesn’t mean i’m being friends with my darkness but i acknowledged them

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yes, obviously. i don’t look very different with my younger me.. and obv she would recognize me because we would choose spongebob over everything, we would sing high school musical’s songs in a random place, we would screaming over a basketball player :-)

[Kiiraaa @raakiiraaa]

@ssefmun Would you think that if the kid version of yourself, maybe around 10 years old, met yourself right now, would he/she recognize you? And would you feel the same as the kid version of you?

[꩜ @sceneatsea]

take some rest. there’s no better thing to do for a burnout than a rest. rest yourself, get you some good foods, take a walk and watch the sunset, have some short vacations :-)

[ؘ @aeroshore]

@ssefmun How do you deal with burnout?

[꩜ @sceneatsea]

maybe the darkness wasn’t asking to became my identity but it was asking to be acknowledged :-)

[꩜ @sceneatsea]

i’m trying accept that “the darkness” is living alongside me. it doesn’t scare me anymore and i also talk to them (the darkness) a lot when they appear. so, the darkness sits in the passenger seat and i just don’t let it drive anymore :-)