luka

a writing & mental health acc... kind of on shtwt. rentry byf

[fawn @fawnncel]

spotify wrapped be like yeah here’s the song you almost killed yourself to in february

[g @34rths]

Dear diary I have to lock in tomorrow and fix Everything and do everything

[vivi @mooncatvivi]

not to sound Uhhh suicidal but being alive is like a job i never signed up for and i am very burnt out

[໊ @meishato]

girl math is deactivating social media accounts to avoid only one person

[໊ @meishato]

we are all just sitting in our own little bedrooms all across the world with our headphones in listening to our little songs aren’t we

[໊ @meishato]

i want to go to an art museum with my headphones in and not talk to anyone for like 5 hours while i look at art and listen to music

[luka @schadenigma]

the blood in my mouth
tastes sweet like
what i imagine heaven to be.
i cherish these clouds that surround me
even if just for a
passing moment in time

[luka @schadenigma]

my ears are bleeding
from the loud silence that
swaddles me throughout the night.
i’m trapped,
and there was never a way out

[luka @schadenigma]

it is not by choice. sometimes everything just feels so far away, and sometimes it feels so beneath me

[luka @schadenigma]

they cry to me that it seems like i don’t care sometimes and the truth is that sometimes i don’t.

[luka @schadenigma]

i do not mean this in a self-deprecating way. but i just don’t feel things the way others do, and i’ve always suffered from an aching sense of boredom that never ceases.

[luka @schadenigma]

i think there’s something fundamentally wrong with me

[luka @schadenigma]

kfjfkgjgj

[luka @schadenigma]

want to dye

[luka @schadenigma]

i hate feeling like i just want to sh bc i’m bored

[luka @schadenigma]

hate fights w my mom

[luka @schadenigma]

tbh ppl who sh are people who sh worst enemies like idk what’s with the friendly fire

[luka @schadenigma]

si is bad these days. idk if the antidepressants lost effectiveness or if it’s just a bad stretch for me lol

[luka @schadenigma]

i can see the little bits of skin on the blde lol