V3NOM

20 • This is supposed to be a vent account but I just be yapping. I still do vent though so discretion is advised • Priv: @nixot_ozihcs • Sys: @Sys_of_a_Schizo

[V3NOM @schizo_toxin]

《Intro》
▪︎ Name: Echo
• Age: 20
▪︎ Pronouns: they/them
• “Wtf is wrong with you?”: A lot. I am not mentally sound 💀
▪︎ I won't follow back if you're younger than 16
• I am a system! Alters may sign off and be referred to using emojis instead of names

[V3NOM @schizo_toxin]

Entering one of my moods

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@v0mitkuromi Good job! 👏🏾

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My phone charger is busted 😔✊🏾

[snow @ASPDREAMS]

i'm crying

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I'd dress like that too if I was a bad bitch. Unfortunately, I am not.

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I don't think I'm traumatized enough for DBT-PE.
I can barely even remember what happened to make me like this and I'm not even that bad fr

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I will never understand how people scream when they sneeze. Like, surely you can control your voice right?
I hear my mom scream and, if there's no thud of her body hitting the floor, I know it's a sneeze.

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No because I don't wanna burn it out or anything. I'll keep my walks to 30 minutes and find some cardio video on YouTube to follow. Maybe.

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Thinking about walking for an hour instead of just 30 minutes.
An hour or however long it takes for the walking pad to hit its time limit.

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Today is the last day of "candy calories don't count". I don't care if it's a singular skittle, I'm counting it

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This month is my month for fitness. Trust.

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So excited for my hysterectomy consultation! Only 22 more days. I can do this!

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@Violetsilenced You could buy one of those long-sleeved swim tops. I got a black one from Amazon

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My mom yelling at me but I'm eating my banana 😌

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I feel like I'm tweaking. My eyes are open too wide and the pressure in my head is too intense. I need a nap.

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People are so lucky to have me play even a minor role in their lives. I'm always the favorite, I always do everything well and efficiently, I'm always the best if not close to it, always, always, always. It's expected of me. I am excellence. If I'm not, then I'll kill myself.

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People are genuinely lucky they get to see my smile. I'm always told how beautiful it is but I'm only doing it to be polite. I could just decide not to. Like if the sun could decide not to shine.

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Maybe this is just my ego talking but people are lucky to see my body too. I could just never post a nude again or delete all my posts and there would be nothing they could do about it. They're lucky I decide to keep it up.

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Interesting

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I wonder if my dietitian thinks I have an eating disorder from the way I eat. I see her tomorrow so I guess I'll find out.