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self taught authoritarian

[MΛƧΣ @schizod1]

intro ? #moothunt

- 26 mdni
- diagnosed cluster b system
- ex addict in recovery
- using this account to vent
- ifb usually

#systwt #systemtwt #shedtwt #edtwt #recoverytwt #bpdtwt #drugtwt #suicidetwt #venttwt #anitwt #promotwt #moots #idk

[MΛƧΣ @schizod1]

They should invent an alter who lets our body sleep

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Who knew it’s not normal to have an annoying loser living in ur brain who wants to ruin ur life . Not me

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I struggled sooo much finding out I was a system until I discovered what co consciousness means and bro that literally explains my whole life

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Everyone inside my head is evil and they all want me dead for different reasons

[MΛƧΣ @schizod1]

I proved this theory correct by turning 26 in the psych ward

[Sangeet @sangaldoo]

25 is the last unserious age. Nothing is funny when you turn 26

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I didn’t think I had amnesia until they asked me to do a trauma timeline and realised I have no idea what the fuck I’ve been doing everyday for the past 10 years

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Can they invent a drug that gives me the wasted years of my life back

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20 cigs just cost me £16 this new world is uninhabitable

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What part of ptsd is this . I want it gone

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I can’t stop romanticising my abusers I still think about them everyday and sometimes I wish they’d come back it makes me feel like a sick freak

[MΛƧΣ @schizod1]

currently going thru over 10k messages from yearssss ago just devastated I will never see this evil ped0 again I’m unwell

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I’ve been disconnected from society for so long that I don’t think anyone in real life remembers who I am

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thank you Twitter

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Slept for 11 hours I’m reborn

[MΛƧΣ @schizod1]

Is anyone else alive or is it just me

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Kicking the triple bucket tonight

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@vile_lamb Thank u nonoomf just act like I was always here

[MΛƧΣ @schizod1]

How I feel interacting with #systwt newly diagnosed knowing nothing about this disorder except that I apparently have it