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music junkie. circus enthusiast. supernatural fangirl. adventure seeker.

[N @schroeeedz]

Do you really want to know where I was April 29? Do I really have to chart the constellations in his eyes?

[N @schroeeedz]

Look - I don't know much but if this goes really sideways, really fast? I'm ok with being one of the first waves to go. I'm not built for any sort of hunger games survival situation.

[N @schroeeedz]

And if the judges, don't agree - fuck them. Here's to we.

[N @schroeeedz]

"You could say that I'm leaning on depression, but I'm pushing it away. You could say it's a cry for attention but I'm on the verge of breaking"

[N @schroeeedz]

They always talk about what an adventure it will be. No one talks about how lonely of a journey becomes.

[N @schroeeedz]

seriously if one more person makes ANY kind of comment about my shoulders or body, I'm going to punch them. I don't care if it's positive or not. ITS NOT YOUR PLACE. And I have to go to SK to see my friends who haven't seen me in a year who will just be like "omg your arms"

[N @schroeeedz]

I dont play small. Never have. Never will. End game is the only result I care about.

[N @schroeeedz]

Pain is inevitable. Suffering is the choice.

[N @schroeeedz]

Just remember how mad you were at this skill for so long and then today - you finally nailed it solo.

[N @schroeeedz]

You wanna know how I'm feeling? Fuck roll ups. That's about how I'm feeling.

[N @schroeeedz]

The hardest part of this is watching everyone else move forward and start over and we are just stuck here living this over and over. And it feels like no one cares anymore, cause oh well - their lives are normal again.

[N @schroeeedz]

Mental and emotional exhaustion. Seems like a pretty reasonable answer to me.

[N @schroeeedz]

Not 100% sure what's up with me but I found out my good friends dog unexpectedly died two days ago and now I'm just sitting on the couch crying.

[N @schroeeedz]

Casual reminding myself the urge to quit is the greatest before breakthroughs. Usually.

[N @schroeeedz]

You've thrown it all away, step back watch it burn. Just watch it all burn.

[N @schroeeedz]

Hi yes. I identify as an alligator and I refuse to participate in any non alligator activities. Thank you.

[N @schroeeedz]

I'm just going to go on record and say I am thirty but I'm neither flirty or thriving in this life currently. I'm so ready for another chapter. I'm over this.

[N @schroeeedz]

@mommabear75 Omg yaaaaaaas

[N @schroeeedz]

What I wouldn't give to watch a few really big lacrosse hits right now.

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I'm really glad that when shit hits the fan, there is always @paramore

[N @schroeeedz]

How many videos of roll ups do I have to watch before I can actually figure out how TF to do one? Asking for a friend.