@PieterLValk Well now you need to follow Him by rejecting homosexuality as ok. God's will is that you remain celibate or join in marriage to a woman. If you love Him keep His commandments.
@PieterLValk First act of repentance is to acknowledge you are a sinner. That you've sinned against a holy perfect creator God. That you deserve punishment in hell and the lake of fire. But you except Jesus's free gift of salvation when He died on the cross was buried and rose 3 days later.
@PieterLValk Acknowledging that gay lifestyle is not right. Remove the bad and fill it with Christ. This sin has enslaved you so much that you cannot see a way to change. Or maybe you can?
@PieterLValk Everyone is predisposed to be tempted by some form of sin, some common some uncommon. God is asking you to deny your flesh and walk His way. If you have Christ living in you His light will make you see those temptations differently and rid their power over you. Philipians 4:13