"I still had this anger that I can't control"
But you never angered your boss at work, or your pastor, or the bus conductors & touts at a motor park. It's your own husband, the man that married you and put a roof over your head that enjoys this bad side of you. Wow! 😂
There is a reason futsal is 20 mins and 11 vs 11 is 45 mins. In the street, 5 aside is 10mins and 11 vs 11 is 30 mins.
You want to play 45 mins 5-aside? You'll die