, how it feels when you want to cry and scream. And break things and tell at people but you're lowkey sweet as a fresh pie from grandmama and are too repressed to do anything so you just explode
anyone else feeling like they're a filler person who is just not meant for big things. like getting a good job or moving to live abroad is always just a distant dream cause despite planning it you feel like your life is just not meant to have big changes in it. anyone.
tricky part of adulthood is that i spent all my child and teenage years as an unperson who did nothing but sit in a room because i had no friends and my parents neglected me so i do not have the life experiences youre supposed to have that lets you function among other adults
idk I kinda like the idea that Noelle was more pushy as a kid. Losing a childhood friend because you have boundary issues and overcorrecting by becoming a high-masking people-pleasing disassociating shell of your former self is like an autistic girl canon event