my childhood trauma didn't make me stronger it made me a people pleaser, it made it impossible for me to give up on people, it made me exhaustingly empathetic, and it made me constantly have the urge to take responsibility for everybody's problems even if I didn't cause them.
I cannot control my role in someone else’s story. so if i am the villain, so be it. i know my love and energy is always genuine and supportive of those i call my friends. however they take it and write me into their book is on them. everything else is above me.