𝓡𝓲𝓻𝔂 | lorenzo zurzolo of shedtwt

BMI: 20 | SW: 73kg | CW: 63kg | LW: 59kg | GW: 52kg

[𝓡𝓲𝓻𝔂 | lorenzo zurzolo of shedtwt @scrofx81]

my ass thinking i was submissive until my boyfriend started begging to be dominated

[𝓡𝓲𝓻𝔂 | lorenzo zurzolo of shedtwt @scrofx81]

i just relapsed after MONTHS because i tried talking about it to my bf hoping it will help but it only triggered me more😭😭 I'm such a fucking failure

[𝓡𝓲𝓻𝔂 | lorenzo zurzolo of shedtwt @scrofx81]

genuinely where do you cut when you're in an active relationship? he sees me naked, so even fucking underboob is off limits. i just did a long cat scratch on the side of my thigh to fake a shaving accident but it's nowhere near enough to satisfy me

[𝓡𝓲𝓻𝔂 | lorenzo zurzolo of shedtwt @scrofx81]

when he starts thrusting in my fist while whimpering and i remember how i used to dream about ts

[𝓡𝓲𝓻𝔂 | lorenzo zurzolo of shedtwt @scrofx81]

kissed him yesterday and my appetite is GONE. gawd it's working+ he said to keep things casual so there's no risk of gaining relationship weight

[𝓡𝓲𝓻𝔂 | lorenzo zurzolo of shedtwt @scrofx81]

they're healed.... haven't done anything in around a month... mom found out so I'm scared she'll check from time to time

[𝓡𝓲𝓻𝔂 | lorenzo zurzolo of shedtwt @scrofx81]

social worker saw i was picking at my nails and genuinely said "I'd rather you cut yourself than pick at your nails, that's disgusting" mind you I'm in the ward for a suicide attempt.

[𝓡𝓲𝓻𝔂 | lorenzo zurzolo of shedtwt @scrofx81]

only thing i remember from my overdose is when i got to the ER and they weighted me. heard the number and immediately got reminded of why i attempted in the first place

[𝓡𝓲𝓻𝔂 | lorenzo zurzolo of shedtwt @scrofx81]

talking to therapists and psychiatrists every day and they got no idea i have an ed (I'm a fat chud)

[hoshiko 🪷 @magicalhoshiko]

how I feel posting on edtwt and shtwt while having a bmi higher than 16, only hitting styros, and getting a max of 4 likes on all of my posts

[𝓡𝓲𝓻𝔂 | lorenzo zurzolo of shedtwt @scrofx81]

@sam_eek_ me but im in the ward rn so...

[𝓡𝓲𝓻𝔂 | lorenzo zurzolo of shedtwt @scrofx81]

unpinning because ts just a humiliation ritual

[𝓡𝓲𝓻𝔂 | lorenzo zurzolo of shedtwt @scrofx81]

• april accountability thread •

[𝓡𝓲𝓻𝔂 | lorenzo zurzolo of shedtwt @scrofx81]

my locked out ass watching as the other ana girl in the ward argues with the nurses over some juice
#edtwt

[𝓡𝓲𝓻𝔂 | lorenzo zurzolo of shedtwt @scrofx81]

how it feels being in my binging era with a peak anorexia roommate during meal time

[𝓡𝓲𝓻𝔂 | lorenzo zurzolo of shedtwt @scrofx81]

HELLO #SHEDTWT !!!
guess who tried to end it all... am i in the big leagues yet? moot me up and motivate me to be more active and stop LARPING!!!!

[𝓡𝓲𝓻𝔂 | lorenzo zurzolo of shedtwt @scrofx81]

@luv_kills_u sono il king dei meme anche da fottuto

[𝓡𝓲𝓻𝔂 | lorenzo zurzolo of shedtwt @scrofx81]

@who_isme009 @Cece_is_sleepyy @xxdecayingh f1 mentioned moot me up NOW

[𝓡𝓲𝓻𝔂 | lorenzo zurzolo of shedtwt @scrofx81]

@jamie_lovesjam HELP