Mida

poems quickly scribbled in an old moleskin notebook; blood stains on bleached floors. tarot reader with a poets heart.

[Mida @scvrred]

The worst thing about depression is that it’s like wearing sunglasses all the time; everything is darker, even if it’s supposed to be happy.

[Mida @scvrred]

@EthanMillionare Me

[Mida @scvrred]

I always say too much to the wrong people and not enough to the right ones.

[bill thomas @avxlanche]

GEMINI: why do you blame yourself so much? tell us how long it's been since you started saying things like "i wish i'd never felt like this"

[bill thomas @avxlanche]

GEMINI: why have you started to collect things? is it because you want to give value to something more than anyone's ever placed in you?

[bill thomas @avxlanche]

GEMINI: do you still think about all the people who've hurt you? when did you realize all the things they've done to you, you let them?

[Mida @scvrred]

I know I’m damaged, but I really love you with everything I have left.

[Mida @scvrred]

The weight of disappointment is heavy like a noose; it stops your voice from explaining and makes your body tremble with anger, sadness, or both. You suffer in silence. Eventually, you realise disappointment is just part of the human experience, and everyone will let you down.

[Mida @scvrred]

Keeping a positive mindset is so hard when your body’s chemistry literally TRIES to convince you that you’re incredibly depressed about everything and nothing at all times for no reason

[Mida @scvrred]

Revision: I don’t even need anyone to actually help, just give me a hug and genuinely give a fuck about me for a few minutes. Let me cry. Rub my back. Tell me I’m doing okay.

[Mida @scvrred]

I strongly dislike the part of myself that pushes people away when I really need help, and I don’t know how to admit that to anyone without feeling absolutely pathetic.

[Mida @scvrred]

Today’s weather is wet and grey with a chance of falling out.

[Mida @scvrred]

true gemini trait: knowing you have the ability to manipulate people’s feelings because of your charm, but resisting because that would make you a Bad Person

[Mida @scvrred]

where do ‘we’ go when we become empty???

[t @wtwwtww]

alexa is depression lying or telling the truth

[Mida @scvrred]

one second i feel alright, and the next i’m drowning so deep i can hardly see the light. i wish i knew how to deep dive so i could say “i’ll be okay,” and mean it.

[Mida @scvrred]

alexa, change my trajectory in life

[Mida @scvrred]

i stash all my hope in all the wrong people and now i’m empty and sad

[Mida @scvrred]

nothing is more daunting than the absence of self love and the opportunities for sabotage

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The "blood moon" eclipse beside a statue of the ancient Greek goddess Hera in Athens