I struggle to care about myself at this point. I got my hair cut for the first time in almost two years and told the stylist give me something low maintenance bc I don’t care to style my hair anymore. I just want to brush it and go (I got bangs so bad choice IG)
My friends think I’m a bad friend. They think I don’t care anymore, which makes me feel worse. But the truth of it is, I am just that deep in this depression. It has taken everything
I feel so terrible acknowledging this and even admitting it but all my dreams.. goals.. ambitions? Gone. They don’t exist anymore. I have no motivation for anything