Peluk jauh untuk mereka yang sedang in a phase of trying to make peace with all the disappointment, without having to blame anyone for the pain they’re feeling. Itu memang salah satu tahap paling berat dalam life, but trust me and believe, you will get through this.
i want romance. i want intimacy. i want the 3am love making. i want consistency. i want loyalty. i want the random looks of admiration. i want to know you’re just for me. i want date nights and flowers. i want love that’s pure and true
The internal battle between tolerating their actions because you crave more time with them or disappearing from their life because you know you don't deserve that.
Cutting people off itu gak selalu berarti benci, kita masih bisa say hi, masih komunikasi just not like before. Energinya udah beda, kita masih bisa baik cuma gak se-open dulu, we're fine but it's different now. Kita gak pernah benci siapa-siapa, tapi once i lose respect.. i have quietly.
no one talks about how draining it is when your mood constantly switches between "keep going, it will get better" and "i can't do this anymore, im about to give up." it's like living in emotional whiplash. one hour you're hopeful, the next you're spiraling