AMK

I made this account to document my journey until I finally commit. Have fun scrolling through my tweets.

[AMK @SecretAMK]

Hello, I made this account to document my thoughts before finally committing.

#suicidetwtt #shedrtwt

[AMK @SecretAMK]

Fucking hell, can this just all end. I wanna just stop thinking and bed rot for a whole month.

[AMK @SecretAMK]

Trying to be better in life is so hard.

[૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა @spiderrfangs]

i wanna be someone’s favorite person

[AMK @SecretAMK]

You don't even wanna continue the conversation. You ignored my messages. That hurts. Please, I wanna restart with you too. Are you really uninterested with me now? Should I stop trying.

[AMK @SecretAMK]

I'm learning how to start conversations for you, yknow.

[AMK @SecretAMK]

I'm sorry I keep trying to make conversations with you. I still wanna but i don't know if you want to aswell.

[imouto derangement syndrome @imoutoinsanity]

people like to act like they're supportive of depressed people but the reality is that when you're openly depressed nobody wants to actually talk to you cause people don't like the negative energy that comes with being depressed

[AMK @SecretAMK]

My chest stings again.

[AMK @SecretAMK]

I'm really not your favourite anymore, huh. You still are to me.

[𝄢nuna⁷ 𓏲ּ #aVigilia @inunanina]

"isso não me afetou"
eu o resto da semana

[AMK @SecretAMK]

She doesn't like talking to me anymore, doesnt she? Ow.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I want to talk to you. In truth, I really wanna Yap to you about stuff. And I want to hear you Yap aswell. It's just hard when our conversation always ends shortly. I'm sorry.

[AMK @SecretAMK]

@pumkaboom 🫂 it's not gonna be the end of the world, I promise. Whatever outcome it'll be, you can get through of it

[AMK @SecretAMK]

@pumkaboom I'll be rooting for your journey

[Fav @Favzsn]

Nobody likes you when you're depressed. We can talk all day about mental health and its importance, but the moment you fall into a depression; everyone starts to pull away. They see you as someone negative, a burden, a person too heavy to deal with.

[AMK @SecretAMK]

Kinda crazy to think that I was so close to killing myself last night but I stopped.

[AMK @SecretAMK]

I feel empty. I just want every thing to end. I want to just stay in my room

[AMK @SecretAMK]

@pumkaboom Im wishing that your situation doesn't worsen

[AMK @SecretAMK]

Update. I postponed this. My body is holding me back.

[AMK @SecretAMK]

Tonight, midnight.
12 or 1 am.
I will do an attempt.
I'll soon stop being a dissapointment.

[AMK @SecretAMK]

Like this lol. But with a kitchen knife.

[AMK @SecretAMK]

Slicing my neck would hurt so much, huh. Fuck. I think I'm gonna have to postpone.
Jumping off of a building is a way better idea.

[ConsiderThis @CountBellamarre]

I simply don't have it in me anymore