Ali ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ☆

new to edtwt • 28 • chronically ill • high sw

[billie ⋆˚꩜｡ (3/10lbs) @ogrescenestan]

i have no accomplishments and nothing to show for my worthless life if i don’t lose weight. there’s nothing else to do. i want to have one thing.

[Ali ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ☆ @secretlyxtrying]

i dont think i ever had a real sense of self

[Ali ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ☆ @secretlyxtrying]

@strwberiswanxo ooh sounds good ty!

[Ali ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ☆ @secretlyxtrying]

what tracking apps are ppl using i need to start

[Ali ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ☆ @secretlyxtrying]

now im feeling like my omad isnt good enough 🫠

[Ali ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ☆ @secretlyxtrying]

@violentvia its one of my middle names 😊

[Ali ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ☆ @secretlyxtrying]

@violettearepink feels like doing it hard mode 🥲

[Ali ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ☆ @secretlyxtrying]

i wonder what it feels like to have a small amount of weight to lose instead of a mountain

[Ali ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ☆ @secretlyxtrying]

@chocopilates meee too

[Ali ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ☆ @secretlyxtrying]

i swear losertown gave me different results that i got yesterday

[Ali ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ☆ @secretlyxtrying]

how good is omad actually

[Ali ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ☆ @secretlyxtrying]

almost all my weight has gone to my stomach

[Ali ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ☆ @secretlyxtrying]

going to enter my tea obsessed era

[Ali ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ☆ @secretlyxtrying]

i might go shopping this week and see what low cal things i can find

[Ali ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ☆ @secretlyxtrying]

@fawnicangel yees i think so

[Ali ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ☆ @secretlyxtrying]

took the pics to use for progress n im genuinely horrified by my side profile. why is my stomach so massive.

[Ali ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ☆ @secretlyxtrying]

i have a migraine 🫩

[Ali ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ☆ @secretlyxtrying]

@machinemaycry ty!

[Ali ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ☆ @secretlyxtrying]

it took years to get this big but i expect it to take weeks to months to lose it all lol

[Ali ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ☆ @secretlyxtrying]

my legs have always been big actually

[Ali ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ☆ @secretlyxtrying]

theres not even any good pics but my face looked sm better even not at the lowest

[Ali ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ☆ @secretlyxtrying]

wait i should log back into my old instagram and find the pics of me at my last lowest