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ステディ・アル・シャヒアール | Fuck the system and society | Some humans are worst than trash

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2 things we must know:

Move on and forget about it. Another one is move on and not forgetting because of the past that hit you like a freight train which makes you a better person now and in the future if you think about it. Every past shits are a blessing for the future 😉

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I feel like taking the offer and move out at this point of life so I could earn more

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The surprise trip i’ve been saving up, that excitement feeling, just gone like that. Your mistake and burden is not mine to begin with ffs

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After calculating my AL again, it seems I can travel another 2 countries after bali on the 2nd half this year. Gotta think carefully which one to visit especially for the last country. Already have 2 in mind.

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Current goal: Surprising my parents again after 6 years. Giving myself 3-4 months to get that amount of saving.

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I think my eyes will look swollen tmr. First kdrama ever that made me cried like shit fucking hell sia.

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“I’ve seen you into punk, metal and hardcore all but jiwang rock, wowww first time I see you like this” one of my close uncle from yesterday’s impromptu karaoke sesh 😂

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Just remember friend from Aussie coming here next week and also got another meet up sesh with another group. Jialat…hopefully money can sustain till payday comes. Did overspent at Taiwan, no regrets though 😂

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Parents tryna persuade me again to go back cabin crew. Don’t psycho me please, lowkey tempted. Dad already pulling out some opening interviews in some various airlines lol. Tbh I really like how both of them been supporting in this since I love to travel around.

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I better tone down with travelling for awhile after January trips. Taking a toll on me somehow due to money. Travelling solo especially can be quite addictive.

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Recalling back of what my dad asked me before I flew to Berlin “you going there to watch a metal band with violin right? Like not bad eh”. One of the bestest decision I’ve ever made this year @imminenceswe

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Cos my gut feelings were true after all, should’ve listen to it.

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Yup not gonna open up to anyone about certain things already, not even to my close ones. Don’t want things to be pulled away from me again, I’m tired. Fuck loneliness, I’m way better than this.

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As a gentleman, I’m getting more and more disgusted with some of my colleagues.

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It’s proven. The more I share to people about certain things, the more things won’t work out. Is this a curse or what?

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Actually abit stress with my upcoming birthday trip haha not sure to cancel Europe or not due to my leave. If only AL weren’t the issue at all. Already shorten 1 day for Manchester.

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Purchased and secured but already thinking of getting another one lol.

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Just found out that one of my manager wrote me in, a positive appraisal about an incident I reported last month but the boss didn’t accept it and it’s not the first time. Of cos la, it’s me the outlaw one HAHAHA. I don’t even need any appraisals, just doing my job sincerely.

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Maybe it’s not really a surprise this time, gotta save up x amount of money and let them choose where they wanna fly. As long it’s within the budget.

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I’m already thinking of getting a 2nd one when I haven’t got my 1st. Slow and steady Sed, you’ll reach those goals. Your main focus now is to keep on staying sane, save up for your upcoming trips next year and another anniversary surprise trip for parents.

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Shift works-

Pros: Use lesser AL for holiday trips, no need to rely on weekends/PH.

Cons: Can’t accommodate plans when most of your friends are free mostly on the weekends.

It’s a “give & take” kinda situation I’ve been having for the past 7 years.