But I knew I have so much to be grateful for. Even in the middle of my pain, I look around and see blessings that I could never count. 😢 But still…it hurts.
What hurts most is not the absence of a child, but the thought that I am the reason he doesn’t get to be called “dad.” It’s not that he blames me, he doesn’t. He loves me, he stands by me. But the guilt is mine to carry, and some days it feels unbearable.😭😢
@syahir starbuck dekat KTCC Mall, Kuala Terengganu dah tutup. Ganti dengan Chagee and rasanya yg ada tinggal dekat airport je. Itu pun mcm hidup segan mati x mahu.
Beli tiket flight awal for the next class kunun untuk berjimat, last2 4 flights burned! 🫠 May Allah bukakan pintu rezeki seluas-luasnya for my husband yang tukang bayar for the tickets. 🤲🏻
Semoga penjual minuman yg digoblok2in penceramah agama itu ditinggikan derajatnya oleh Allah. Beban di atas kepalanya mungkin tak bernila dibanding harga sendal si penceramah. Tapi ingat, dia sedang berjihad menafkahi keluarganya!
Sungguh Allah adalah seadil-adilnya penilai.