Solution: Substances and self introspection and mental torture until I finally have pushed away everyone in my life and I am prepared for a clean suicide where nobody in my life would miss me (because they would view me as a bad person post suicide because of pushing them away)
Life is heartbreaking, everyone ignores each other and nobody listens. Neither do I. Attention span neutering short form content has cooked my brain , my entire generation and its future.
Quitting weed thinking it was the reason you’re stuck in bed all day jus to find out you’re still a lazy piece of shit without it. That realization hits like a shotgun to the chest fr