Eva

The art of not looking back ❤‍🩹 No DMs.

[Eva @seepishar]

Red is my favourite colour too 😂

[cemre @ayisevenadam]

she looks like a red flag but red is my favourite colour anyways

[Van Gogh Museum @vangoghmuseum]

We probably all know Van Gogh’s ‘Starry Night over the Rhône' (©️ Musée d’Orsay) and the even more famous ‘Starry Night' (MoMa), but this painting is actually the last night painting Vincent made with stars and moonlight. ✨

Vincent didn't seem to assign much significance to the painting. In a letter to his brother Theo, written six weeks before his death, he described it as ‘a study'. 🌝

'The White House at Night', 1890 ©️ The Hermitage, St. Petersburg.

[Eva @seepishar]

I just want to be happy.

[Eva @seepishar]

I almost cut a piece of myself for your life…

[Eva @seepishar]

4 months with no period.

[Marysia @marysia_cc]

good morning
ill. Ricky Wei

[Marysia @marysia_cc]

Black cat by Yuko Nakamura, 2021

[Eva @seepishar]

Literally me

[Eva @seepishar]

I feel good at work. I’m crazyyyy.

[Eva @seepishar]

I could forgive everything, even despite the rationalism and logics telling me to leave you forever, but not another woman. That was your choice, out of all ways in the world.

[Eva @seepishar]

The world keeps turning, uncaring, while I’m trapped in this memory, this ache.
Remembering you isn’t a choice; it’s a sentence. A life sentence, served in the prison of my own heart….

[Eva @seepishar]

Now I have to remember you for longer than I knew you. A cruel trick of time, this. A whisper of a life, echoing in the vast emptiness left behind. I clutch at fragments: sunlight on your hair, a hesitant smile. They’re fading, like old photographs, but they’re all I have.

[Eva @seepishar]

People are right: when it’s not the first time, you cope with it better.

[Eva @seepishar]

There’s only 1 step from love to hatred.

[Eva @seepishar]

I hope you will go to Iran soon.

[Marysia @marysia_cc]

Lida Ziruffo

[Eva @seepishar]

You’re thinking about how much time should pass by until the pain is gone.

Parthenope (2024)

[Eva @seepishar]

When you spend 200 euros on Airbnb where you didn’t even sleep a single night, but on the last day you get free coffee and 5-7 stolen teabags. Success story.

[Eva @seepishar]

You saving yourself from more stolen days, stolen joy, stolen life.

[Eva @seepishar]

Not to mention it’s not the first time a d not even the second he had kicked me out of his home. At night. Then he thinks he just calls and it’s okay????

[Eva @seepishar]

3 days of my long-awaited holiday I spent on moving stuff from one room to another, from one Airbnb to a new one, from one flat to another one. And all of this instead of enjoying holidays, having a trip, resting before a new work week. I work so fucking hard in my company, but

[Eva @seepishar]

he is just a parasite. He feeds on my misery and can’t bear when I’m happy. I work so fucking hard to have this money, but now it’s wasted for nothing. And after that he dares to text me and ask me to call as if nothing happened???