She/Her, trans (I hate myself)
Despite my name being 6 in Spanish, my favorite number is 8, my favorite letter is h.
Possible vocalist in the future? (wishing)
@r77y4_@kit_crit Ive been told by a friend of mine "why dont you just kill yourself already" and quite frankly I dont really know im just forcing myself to live because of my fears
@kit_crit Its honestly a fear of religion
If I were to die and there's only the void? Kinda bad
If i were to go to hell? Unideal
If i reincarnated into something far worse? Not the best
It's making me feel like im forcing myself to live because of these tbh, I wish I could sleep forever
@kit_crit I dont want to encourage it at it all but honestly it's relatable
I haven't really been seeing a future for myself, can I be happy? Probably not
There's no point in living for me aswell
I am scared of dying, yes, but if I were to suddenly disappear I honestly wouldnt mind