Evan talks about being diagnosed with cancer when he was younger:
"The treatment process wasn’t easy, but when I saw how my mom took care of me nonstop, I wanted to put on a brave face for her. When the hospital held events like talent shows for the patients, I’d play guitar and even host them.
I dreamed of being a singer ever since I was six, but to be honest, back then I didn’t really have the mental bandwidth to even think about that. I’d watch my friends pass away and kept thinking, “I want to live so badly, I want to go home.”
Thankfully I made it through treatment and got to go on with my life, but fitting back in with my friends wasn’t easy.
I had a lot less energy, and since my hair was still growing back from chemo, I got teased a lot for it. My friends would be like, “What is that, grass? You’re like a monk.” But I just took it because I wanted to fit in. Once I got to middle school, I had some good friends, but I wasn’t as outgoing as before.
I became more of an introvert. I haven’t thought about that in a long time. It hurts to bring it back up."
this is hilarious because they tried to shut us up with that article but instead they just exposed themselves 😭
1. admitted they overwork and mismanage enhypen
2. confirmed it was their decision
3. hinted that enhypen can’t pursue solo activities while they’re in the group
So from my understanding;
1) He wanted to pursue solo work but the company suggested he goes full solo and quits the group
2)He wanted to pursue solo work but didn’t want to put his ambitions above the group
I just have one question: why couldn’t he pursue his solo career and still remain in the group as many idols have done before? @BELIFTLAB ?
the way heeseung expressed himself in his post/letter makes it seem more like he was pressured to leave the group. i really don't feel like he wants to leave enhypen because he literally gave no indication of it. in fact, he emphasized how much he wanted to be in the group...?