Jesus of edtwt

diary or something like that💤🌞 almond son, nihilist, vegetarian, venttwt, edtwt🌿🫧 attempting recovery l

[Jesus of edtwt @selfeuthanasia_]

unpinning at 119lbs :3

[amora ♡ forced recov @amorafawn]

it hurts me so much when people think i must think that theyre fat when i say something negative about my body, it hurts me that other people think i’d ever be as cruel to them as i am to myself, if i accepted and loved myself i wouldnt starve myself to nothingness

[j♡ ̆̈ •. @reidrexia]

ed’s are so devastating to develop because it’s not like you can just Avoid eating; it’s something you will always need to do so it’s just a constant trigger and mind fuck every bite just to survive

[ari ☕️ @idioticdoll]

no one can hurt me the way my mom does. not even myself

[𝐿𝒾𝓃𝒶୨ৎ @m3l0xdyy]

Me whenever I go out

[Jesus of edtwt @selfeuthanasia_]

WHY ARE MY LEGS SO BIG WHY AM I SO BIG

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@vanillaberii you could never be ugly 🥹💗

[100 @yh_me2]

it was a pleasure miscommunicating with you

[Jesus of edtwt @selfeuthanasia_]

Everyone keep a REAL close eye on Elton John….

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everyone keep a REAL close eye on Kate Bush….

[Jesus of edtwt @selfeuthanasia_]

I wish I was a kid in the 80’s-90’s

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I can’t believe I let you get away 😂😂😂😂😂😂

[spooky lyra ! 𓉸ྀི @blindbyyourlove]

how i feel being a beginner at something past the age of 10

[bambi's e-diary @sadricecakes]

i swear that im built like this

[Jesus of edtwt @selfeuthanasia_]

I feel so lonely

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I wish I had people around me who cared

[vivi @mooncatvivi]

how do i maintain a friendship if i innately believe i am unlovable and awful and therefore anyone who says they like me or hangs around me is lying

[Jesus of edtwt @selfeuthanasia_]

Can a car just run me over already Jesus Christ

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I will never be good enough

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again would have died listening to top lmao what is up with that

[Jesus of edtwt @selfeuthanasia_]

I’ve never gotten stuck waiting for a train while walking until just now. Maybe it was a sign I should have jumped in front of it idk. Almost. Maybe