Hi El,
This is your first time feeling so safe around someone, that you already missed him right after you part ways and you wanted to just stay with him all the time. You're crying helplessly, wanting to meet him again sooner but you know you can't, because of a lot of reasons—
for all the time you have left in this lifetime. Hopefully, you will continue to live your life with them and if not, I hope you both have a great life to cherish.
Thank you and always choose to love people unconditionally.
- You (April 2026)
To my future self,
Sorry for being so hard on yourself in the past. Sorry for prioritizing others over your own needs and wants. Sorry for not being able to enjoy your youth because of being so self-critical. Yesterday, you met someone who inspired you to take care more of –
yourself. Someone you once just know who understands your situation, became part of the reason why you now want to be the healthiest, happiest and the best version of yourself. Not because you want them to keep you, but because you want to give the best love you can give to them–