i thought i was finally gonna be saved and all the growth and progress i was making just went straight into the ground :( i lost everything when all i wanted was a conversation but all i got was confusion and a blocking and ill never know what happened
i wish i could just shut up and move on like everyone says but i’ve been used my whole life to the point where im so numb and used to all my friends just using me for something but this was the first time i have ever been used for my body and sexually deceived and it hurts 😭
i never in my life would’ve expected someone who i truly believed to be one of my closest friends for years to use me for my body and use me to try and get to someone else and he knew i was already vulnerable i just wish i knew why people naturally want to harm me