kian

seokjin omad for today

[kian @seokcals]

like yes i still hate my body and feel like shit but i dont feel like keeling over and dying when my girlfriend takes about how she loves every part of me

[kian @seokcals]

i’m ngl lesbianism has done so much good for my body image

[kian @seokcals]

retroactive jealousyis a bitch

[kian @seokcals]

anyways sorry to be depressing #whoops idk if any of my oomfs are active anymore

[kian @seokcals]

it’s frustrating that my friends are great and the best ever, i’m in college when i thought for the longest i wouldn’t live to this age, i have a girlfriend that’s head over heels for me… my life is great but i can’t seem to appreciate it because of my body and how i look

[kian @seokcals]

being skinny was overstimulating for me just as being fat is. i hated how my bones touched and hated feeling them as much as i loved seeing them. i don’t want to live in this body anymore its frustrating

[kian @seokcals]

i look emaciated. and it’s insane because i was just avg skinny but i lost so much weight my cheeks looked hallowed out and the loose skin around my armpits/thighs and my ribs poking out urgrhufjr

[kian @seokcals]

like yes. i looked good i looked great but i looked fucking horrible and felt horrible and i want to be back there again but i can’t deal with doing it the healthy way like i might as well just rip the bandaid off and let it bleed

[kian @seokcals]

i long to be back to my lw and lower but everytime i look at pictures and my body checks by then all i feel is dread

[kian @seokcals]

i look emaciated. and it’s insane because i was just avg skinny but i lost so much weight my cheeks looked hallowed out and the loose skin around my armpits/thighs and my ribs poking out urgrhufjr

[kian @seokcals]

it hurts seeing my progress reverse

[kian @seokcals]

i’ve had this ed for awhile, i’m in college now. i haven’t touched this account in ages

[kian @seokcals]

i genuinely have to lock the fuck in for the next few months until prom

[kian @seokcals]

watch this is gonna be me again

[kian @seokcals]

i miss summer

[kian @seokcals]

idk if anyone is seeing this and,,, yeah but uhm i have a girlfriend now i thinkf

[kian @seokcals]

hi guys

[#CUT4NEWJEANS @seafoodboil2004]

she jackin on my latern till i HOLLER WEENNNNN

[ちぃたん☆／Chiitan @chiitan7407]

@oIdpistoIa Jungkook is a good person, a precious person we love,
Chiitan will protect Jungkook

[kian @seokcals]

oh my goodness HESOCUTE

[•᷄ɞ•᷅ @mimikuku_]

this is the cutest thing ever 🥺

[kian @seokcals]

*taps glass* idk if anyone still remembers me or can see my tweets but hai….