kira

[kira @seouleaterevan]

— new #edtwt intro —
• kira

15, ednos, prns: she/her

unlabeled, don’t ask sexuality.

ifb!!
cw: 46 kgs gw: 40 kgs.

♡/↺ to be moots!

[kira @seouleaterevan]

at both of y’all’s grown ass age you should really consider maybe you don’t fucking know everything about your students if you just fucking asked how i was doing i would tell you and you wouldn’t be so quick to judge fuck both of you

[kira @seouleaterevan]

i don’t care if you saw me skipping, i don’t care that your bitchass is stressed from having two completely different classes to teach you chose that, don’t fucking yell at me for YOUR big roll of paper falling on ME when all i did was switch seats.

[kira @seouleaterevan]

can teachers at my school start taking mental seriously cause i swear if you just ASKED how i was doing i would explain the reason im not all there in your class

[kira @seouleaterevan]

i can’t wait for my parents to see my lifeless body and finally see that all they put me through and didn’t listen to me about when i tried talking to them finally got to me

[kira @seouleaterevan]

@teel812 @mitskaz bye literally nobody asked what you thought pipe down

[rae @rae_yune]

i should have killed myself a long time ago

[kira @seouleaterevan]

or even worse, am i being mocked and bullied again

[kira @seouleaterevan]

why am i seeing everybody post on notes and stories about how much they hate people, is there a memo i didn’t catch

[kira @seouleaterevan]

and why do i even need an excuse.. i’m not there because i just aren’t okay? you don’t need to know every single little detail of my life.

[kira @seouleaterevan]

mental health is at an all time low.. i cannot fathom going to school in this state. i know the counselor is beyond frustrated with me missing sm school but if i didn’t i probably wouldn’t be alive. my grades are good though so does it really matter?

[kira @seouleaterevan]

why am i just constantly miserable

[kira @seouleaterevan]

why is literally nobody responding to me, no one wants to get their work done, when am presentations are due next week and ofc i will be the only one doing anything. and no one is responding to my msgs so i’m gonna fucking kill myself

[kira @seouleaterevan]

it’s not even because i got caught. i don’t really care abt that, i just have been thinking about this for a long time. i tried getting better but it’s no use.

[kira @seouleaterevan]

it just all feels so humiliating, and i want to move schools for my own sake but what’s the point when i’ll be bullied over there too? especially by her, that’s something i can’t deal with. I wish i could just die.

[kira @seouleaterevan]

yo i’m genuinely suffering so bad the thought of suicide is more and more temping every single day, i know i shouldn’t be idolizing you but i do. I want to be as brave as you and do what you did, i have no way of doing it though, and maybe if i had someone it wouldn’t be so scary

[kira @seouleaterevan]

@mitskaz 👀

[kira @seouleaterevan]

@mitskaz shoutout fr

[kira @seouleaterevan]

winning that award from my favorite teacher meant so much to me, i really love ap seminar so much. I love having a teacher who appreciates my efforts.

[kira @seouleaterevan]

even if it was just for best personality, i’m glad there’s someone who doesn’t find me annoying.

[kira @seouleaterevan]

@mitskaz bye i literally didn’t see this im just attached but i’ll leave someday i know it💔

[kira @seouleaterevan]

how can you be so rude to me when you’re the one who’s supposed to be the kindest towards me? all i wanted was a fucking maruchan and you have to bitch about it. even worse you make me look so stupid in front of all my friends. i can’t even say anything because another argument—